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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

it feels like coming down on the core of my soul the piercing pain i felt yesterday.. to choose between two person is such a stupid thing to do,. if two is too much and three is poisonous.. maybe thats why im dying slowly.,. these people around me dont really realize what the world is doing.. all the hardship and stupidity.. i cant remake the wrong things that i've done then.. but why do i make the same mistakes over and over again.. i keep hurting each and everyone of them.. its like vomiting nonstop until you cry.. the never ending promise and regrets keep haunting me in my sleep., when everything vanished in just a blink of the eye everthing is gone,, ruined,, rebuild,, and destroyed again.. messed up...

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^

Saturday, September 02, 2006

We can never return to the past and can never see the future..all we can do is realize that everything around us is not eternal.. so while were still here,. do what it takes to live your life to the fullest.. embrace everyone you care for.. smile at every people you know.. scream at the top of your lungs..let the world know how you feel.. laugh endlessly 'til your stomache hurts..sing your favorite song over and over. tell the person you value most how they really mean to you.. for they might not really know what's their worth.. friends can easily come and go..songs may fade away their lyrics we may never remember but atleast it turned our life around...get another hair cut if your friends tell you so cause they maybe right.. love yourself for being you cause you know inside that what really makes you unique is that thing that youre really hating..
you can kill an ant they may call you an ant bully... so what?.. who cares?.. never let anyone pursue you in doing something that may draw you away from the one whom you really love... if you really want to succeed learn how to play the game.. the art of losing is one thing but the book of winning is a never ending tales of those with wounded knees standing up to strive more in life that's full of challenge. Never promise someone anything if you dont really mean doing it.
Stay away from those you try to stab you in the back.. Never be so insecure of yourself cause you may never know there's someone out there looking at you as if you were the most beautiful thing God has ever created. We're all perfect in the eye's of our own mother.. but if you look inside yourself you might see that same peculiar person wanting to scream away from you..Crying is showing the world you're tough..No one ever said that life's going to be easy they just said it's worth the effort.. Never lie to those who really know you cause they can easily tell if you're doing so...Leave a little love for yourself.No one said being in love means means being insane. When you leave this world think of me cause you might also see me there holding on to you..

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^

Friday, July 07, 2006

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

“Life”

From your first peak into this world up to this day. God gave us freedom to live the way we want to. But how come, some want to end theirs...Not thinking bout those who died young never in their wildest dream that they’ll leave this world soon…Those suffering from illness that’s killing them and eating them inside. No one really knows what its like to be dead, not to feel and be lifeless buried underground. When you got everything and something went awry, you should stand up and make a difference. Don’t go throw away your life away, compared to others your problem is puny, whether it’s because of a failing mark, a huge break up, departure of someone, family problems, fight with someone and immeasurable failure. Don’t make a fuss about a little problem. Be like Spongebob Squarepants he absorbs everytjhing then let it all go by squeezing himself. You’re so blessed to be alive and praise God for everything you have. There’s nothing I hate more than someone taking for granted his own life. If you have peers and persons close to you that you can’t leave behind, just a single thought of them keeps you alive and you still have a pinch of hope and faith in sight then you’re not ready to die. You’re not ready to be in the abyss of silence and the piercing peace.

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^

Monday, May 15, 2006

have a busy week ahead of me,, how come im caught up with everyone's life,, but not mine huh?,, ahhh,. cant help myself from hating someone and loving voldemort at the same time.. what's with that? i watched A.A before going here it's super funny,, you'll laugh your guts out haha im looking at some blogs and im really amaze on how a blog can be part of your life haha im hating this p.c right now uh.....later dudes i'll do what i have to do first ciao!

im inlove with this color...

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^

Monday, May 08, 2006

haha,, i bored,, super,, at last i got the chance to get the hell out of that boredo chamber of doom a.k.a our house,, i wanna watch the Da Vinci code,, im so bummed,, im gaining weight according to my mother,, cause of lack of sleep i tend to eat more than usual,, uh-oh red lights alerting my head,, kanina i went to mom's office we played Bingo on their lunchtime,, i won 173 pesos haha not bad aye? im suppose to eat at jobee but instead we went to my tita's pace we ate bbq yum yum,, i wanna go to batangas,, so bad that i can taste it haha,, i'll post something tomorrow,, mwah!

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^

Friday, March 31, 2006

wed. 03/29/06
a flirt in a skirt, , that's what i am that day everybody's looking as if that's the only time they saw someone wearing a skirt,. aha!,, even though i woke up with a major headache it's still good im in a good mood way back then and i was suddenly pulled back by realizing the date,, 29 how i hate that no. waaaAhhmmp... -end-
thurs. 03/30/06

im useless woke up pass 9 and didnt get the chance to watch yakitate earlier i just sleep and eat and sleep and eat over and over again im so bored ... derder keep teasing me -end-
today. friday 03/31/06
ahh,, i feel like crap,, im starting to feel cold all of a sudden,,
haha,, anyway moving on,, im so bored i've cleaned up our sala and my ro0m,, aha yey me!,, well so much for that i've learned today that you can't force someone to notice what you've done good if their too busy criticizing you.. i'll just rest my pretty little head and stop thinking bout things..

anotherSenseless SMiLe^^